Tuesday, August 31, 2010

We build [May 28]

Colin and Alex have looked at my unshaven face and declared that we will have a manventure this summer: we will not shave the entire time. Now while I have a beard of sorts, it is unintentional: after trashing my last disposable razor, which I brought with me to Europe and made me for the first time fall in love with straight shaving, I went to the store to buy more... but they were lame. Cuts and rookie marks no matter how deft I was with them. So I went to the store to buy a Mach 3, which I recall being a weapon of choice against facial hair, but Publix was out. So, frustrated, I kept growing a beard until next the opportunity to get a good razor befalls me. Alex and Colin have a good question: "Why didn't you just go to another store?" I don't know, guys, I don't know.

So we take our stubbly faces to Atlantic Beach Habitat for Humanity, the neighboring program to Jacksonville's "Habijax", the biggest Habitat for Humanity affiliate in the world, yet nonetheless Atlantic Beach works its strip of land between the Atlantic and the Intracoastal Waterway efficiently and well in a way that consistently wins them national awards and attention. We join several motivated retired folks on a big duplex, fastening vinyl siding up the walls, sliding the pieces together carefully so hurricane and other high winds won't rip them off. Josh and I work with Ron, an enthusiastic Philadelphian in his mid-60s who still sweats profusely despite living down here for the past eleven years. As we dodge around the scaffolding to the wall, I don't know how it starts, but I tell him of Europe, and he launches into his own grand tales of traveling, which are vast and, perhaps one day, comprehensive. In Transylvania, he says, the castle that is really Vlad the Impaler's castle is way off the beaten path (because he's been there), but everyone else seems to settle for the one they see in the Dracula movies, the vampiric character based on one of Hungary's national heroes who, Ron says, simply turned the invading Turks' own tricks against themselves. "A Hungarian George Washington", he says.

Josh, our laser-eyed Americorps site leader, detects the slightest defect in the vinyl siding as if he were Stevie Wonder trying to pick out a note on the piano, or Zatoichi, the Blind Swordsman beset upon by some angry ronin. It is as if he feels it, and as soon as he feels it, he harps on us to take it all down and put it back up correctly. "A hurricane would rip that straight off," he says, and has a point. He brings us popsicles in the hot, Florida humidity, and everyone is excited, but I tell him I can't have them, as strange as it is, because of sensitive teeth. "Even if my teeth barely touch the ice, I get shivers up and down my whole body," I say, which is true. I can hardly look at popsicle-consumers during ingestion of the things. He gives me a cockeyed look: "I can't eat them either," he says, "I do the same thing." We are not alone in the world. Soon, during the break, we all come down under the shade of a tree and drink from our Camelbaks, hanging on posts, the water-filled tubes reaching around to wherever its owner is standing and drinking from it. I can't shake the idea that we all look strikingly like funny-looking elephants.

Perhaps the coolest thing about Atlantic Beach Habitat isn't just their efficiency or the passion of their volunteers, but that now that those two things have been developed, among other things done well, they can use their funds to expand into other things to fight the affordable housing crisis. Now, for students who grow up in a Habitat house, they have a large endowment that will send them to college at FSCJ (Florida State College of Jacksonville) or UNF (University of North Florida) for four years. They will break the cycle of poverty in Atlantic Beach by giving students the tools to move out of it.


I should say that lately I have heard a particular conservative commentator railing against social justice. He says we should have "equal justice", not "special justice" or "social justice". While equal justice may be a great idea -- that everyone gets justice proportionally and we move forward together -- it's unrealistically idealistic. It's easy to say we want equal justice for everyone when we, like he and myself, have grown up in a life of privilege. Social justice is, in part, giving a fair shake to people who, by circumstances often historical and out of their control, have not received a fair shake. Certainly a student could "pull themselves up by their bootstraps", so to speak, and get to college without aid, but, as a grad student with good credit can attest, sometimes the only way to get this education is to have aid. It is accessible to me, it should be accessible to all who can put in the work. That, to me, is social justice, the kind exhibited by Jesus when he hung out with all sorts of people the Far Right of his time avoided, and anyone who fearmongers about social justice saying it reeks of Nazism and Communism despite it being so much a part of the life and teachings of Jesus like oh you so misguided and destructive Glenn, well... we always get bent out of shape when most of what we think of is ourselves. No wonder he's angry. Giving a hand to another can be uncomfortable. But we are made to give a hand, and we feel the joy in our hearts when we do. After loving God, Jesus says the second greatest commandment is loving one's neighbor as one's self, and then he talks about who that neighbor is, and, in a modern sense, that reeks of socialism. But we're talking about an interpersonal socialism, let's call it community, that we're made for. If it bugs you, it's a reality of our human selves; get over it.

Monday, August 30, 2010

Beginnings [May 27]

Lizz's dad stays around and we shuttle people, bikes and totes and bags and all, to orientation at Sunrise Community Church in Jacksonville Beach. It's been a chill morning so far, with people waking up when they want to, though I am hurriedly packing my bin, keeping this, casting out that -- Paul Tillich and Thomas Merton lay dejectedly on the ground, but I get to take Keroac's On the Road, which I bought for this trip, on the road with me. The shuttling across Jacksonville's great suburbia takes a while, but we all get there in time, and I have asked the first wave to bring a good book.

The church building we inhabit is a fellowship hall with all the chairs removed, this big, empty floorspace. Which is good for us. A tarp is spread out while mechanics from a local bike shop who donated their whole day to this tune up our steeds, there's a stack of bikes, people, people, a computer station to process our information. I'm additionally high-strung because my ordered bike gear was mistakenly sent to DC and is getting sped here by UPS, my insurance card, which should have been here last week, arrived today while I was shuttling people, etc. and I'm frantic... until in the company of life-filled, organic people. All of that busyness is taken care of up front, and I shall not worry about it for two months.

We orientate, do skits about rules (including, for "don't speak ill of a person behind one's back", we make fun of people with glasses and from Massachusetts -- I wear glasses and almost went to school in Boston), learn the rules of the road, etc. Tomorrow we build, but for now we gather our donated green Thermarests and lay in the open space surrounded by new friends and snores at the dawn of new things.

Sunday, August 29, 2010

Beginnings (T -1) [May 26]

A day before orientation and people are already arriving at my house. Having a big homestead, situated as it is cut into a hill in big, three-story brick and wood that we fixed up and continually refurbish, it is a large place for two people and two dogs, and still quite large when I come to visit. In as much, the parents are incredibly kind with their space, encouraging me to bring people in to share it (so long as I do the work). So, instead of requiring Bike & Builders, if they come early, to stay in a hotel or the airport, why shouldn't they come here to San Marco, in the shade of our big, front yard oak tree?

Keri comes days before and it is maddening how much we clean my room and square things away. Items from Europe aren't even packed yet. My mostly unpacked rucksack lays there in the open, folded clothes sitting in a basket, not their armoire, etceteras: things left out for a month in the haste and focus of fundraising and training. And now I have reached my goal, and now my dear friend hurriedly slaves with me to get everything ready before she heads off to her next thing, and leads a mission group to Jamaica soon after that.

There are eight people staying: Chris & Lizz from Virginia Beach (who are engaged to each other, and Chris used to be the mascot at UVA), Zack & Jenny from Kalamazoo, MI, Victoria & Allison, from CA and MI respectively, but met at Syracuse, then Scott (another Syracusite) and Christina from New Jersey who, like me, didn't know anybody. Christina comes first. I'm swinging by the airport looking awesome in a huge minivan and I can tell it is her by the huge bike box. She's never been away for this long, she tells me, and I feel bad because I have to dump her at home and double back to get the others, as there will be no more seats available. So I hastily draw her a map of San Marco and send her on an adventure, realizing I kind of look like a jerk, but there's not much else that can be done. And San Marco is a cool place.

Once everyone gets in my dad has taught Christina how to pick oranges from the tree and juice them. It's a novelty for everyone, I think, as it always is for me when I return here. There are beds and mattresses strewn all over the house to make room for people and Lizz's dad who has so graciously driven them down from Virginia. Scott wanders up to my church to get things notorized, Zack & Jenny are watching my Wholpin Magazine experimental films, and I'm dashing and packing while Lizz presides over the stove and dad ferries people to Publix and everyone is working together so that, when the momma returns (my momma), she who could be the most stressed simply gets to go with the flow and eat our food and relax. As expected, Sasha dashes this way and that, and Hank, old brown-dog man that he is, just chills.